Thursday, March 28, 2013

I've Been Called to Serve in...

Washington! The Federal Way mission in Washington state. :)

Before I knew.
NONE of the guesses were right. :P
Skyping my brother... and crying. :P
My ma and pa. :)

I opened my call last weekend (although it feels like years ago already). A lot of my family and some friends were able to be there in St. George when I opened it. Let me tell you something. It does NOT matter WHERE you are going or WHICH language you're speaking. WHAT you're teaching and WHO you're teaching to matters. Each call is assigned by the First Presidency of the church, through the Spirit. I know this is going to be a great 18 months. I am so blessed to be able to serve a mission and honored to be able to represent my Savior in Washington.

I am ecstatic to be going to Washington and I have counted my blessings for staying in the United States. The peace I felt when I read my call (after figuring out what the heck Federal Way meant) was incredible. I was washed over with such a comforting feeling... which definitely lead to some embarrassing tears, but oh well. I have also found the benefits of being able to speak my Native Language; if you know me you knew I had a small hope to be speaking a different language, BUT I suppose that is something the Lord will have me do aside from the mission if needs be. It will be a comfort knowing I only will be in the MTC for 2 weeks and will then go directly to Federal Way to preach the gospel in a language I am fully comfortable speaking.

Funny thing: my brother lives in Seattle. That's about 20 minutes from where I will be going, but he will be moving back to CA a few weeks before I leave for WA. Sweet timing, huh? Ah, well. It's funny because out of all the 50 states, I've been to about four (as in stayed a night or so, not just driven through). California, Nevada, Utah, and Washington. It's funny that I have been called to serve in one of the few places I've already been. It's amazing! Washington is beautiful and I cannot see myself anywhere else! 


Wednesday, March 20, 2013

The Janitor: A Comparison to Life

Life can be quite comparable to the life of a janitor.

Janitors. You wake up. Go to wherever it is you work. Be it a school, a store, or the MTC in my case. You know it's not the most fun job in the world, but you know it's important nonetheless. You don't know why, but sometimes you do more than you really need to. Although, at times, I can admit, there are moments when you go really slow in hopes to pass up the next half hour.

You do the same exact thing every day. At times, it seems tedious. WHY?! Why must I clean this blasted toilet every single day? Do these stairs really need to be mopped daily? Couldn't we put off the vacuuming until tomorrow? Questions like these leak into your mind. And then comes the realization. If these things are this dirty in one day, even if not extremely, but a little bit, they will surely be that much dirtier tomorrow. Our daily cleaning of these things may not be because the stairs or the hallways will be hideous tomorrow, but it will prevent it from being capable of ever becoming too dirty. If we were to let these daily chores go unmanaged, it would only take us harder work to remove all of the filth in the end anyways. And so we do those tasks...every... single... day. Clean the bathrooms, vacuum the stairs and hallways, mop the stairs, vacuum the entrances, clean the windows, and take out the trash (and more)... every... single... day. Why? Because it keeps the building safe from ever becoming too dirty.

Our co-workers make things bearable and the job enjoyable. Honestly, work would be miserable without the ridiculous jokes you exchange with your co-workers. From moving plants into the elevator and pretending it's a jungle to dancing with the mops, your co-workers make you smile. It makes getting up a little better. Also, if you don't show up to work you know that their work will be even more difficult without you. They need you. So you come. Work sometimes becomes a lot like helping a friend.

Our super-visor sees things differently than we do. Our best may not be his best; our worst, not his worst. Sometimes we need another perspective to put us in our place. We might think the bathroom dividers are spotless, upon the Supervisors examination however, we find that they aren't quite as clean as they should be. Other times, we scrub at something forever and it never seems to look good enough. We go at it for a while, fearing what our Supervisor might say. Later on, she says it looks great. I guess it wasn't that bad after all... I did a good job? Hmm.

You get paid. Perhaps not a heafty income, but an income nonetheless. The pay is definitely not amazing, but it is pay. It's the reason, above all others, we get up and do our job. To lay up some small treasure that we can use to live and pay for those things we need. You signed up for the job, you needed the money, you work hard to earn it, and it becomes that much sweeter when you're awarded it. You can say, "I earned this."

Although, you don't get much credit from those who benefit from your work, they would surely notice if you stopped. Sometimes a janitor can feel a bit belittled. Watching all the people with the "real" jobs walking to their classrooms or going about their business. You wonder if your job really even matters. The truth is, it REALLY does. More than you know. Because as soon as you stopped what you were doing, people would notice. Their lives would become a little bit more hectic, a little less enjoyable, and a little more difficult. They may not know it even, but it's true. Plus, your supervisor needs you. Without you he might not even have a job... who knows? Either way you're needed. Whether or not the gratitude is expressed or neglected, you're appreciated.

Last, but not least you can sing as you work. Much of my time cleaning is never left unaccompanied by a fun tune. It makes me happy. It lightens the spirit even when the work is hard. It's that little bliss you can find in the not-so-great circumstance of cleaning a toilet.

Saturday, March 16, 2013

It's Been Assigned

Ya know? Nothing beats sleeping until you naturally wake up and then eating some Cinnamon Life and peanut butter toast. You don't know this yet, but breakfast is my favorite meal and considering I normally wake up at 5:10 AM, a granola bar is about as good as it gets. So eating some good ol' cereal on Saturdays can really make me happy. :)

Yesterday I texted my bishop to finally know the status of my call and he said it was assigned on March 13. Three days ago! It was assigned exactly one week from being submitted. I don't know about you, but this is the scariest feeling ever. It's there. The place I will spend 18 months of my life is chilling in that envelope, out of my reach and sight. I will cluelessly be living the next several days of my life with my future already spelled out in black and white ink and I don't know what it says! Talk about anxiety! Along with the anxiety comes excitement of course, but I think the first outweighs the latter.

I'm going to meet my parents halfway, so we can open it together. The halfway mark is around St. George and I have family there so that's a plus. I'll be opening it at my cousin's house and many of my other relatives will be joining us so it should be a fun experience. We don't get together as often as we would like because distances, busy lives, and such. My roommates will be coming along too hopefully. The weird thing is my best friends that I've had for soooo long and my brothers won't be there. It's an odd feeling. I'll have to hook up Skype of something so they can "be there" too.

To say the least, this will be a rough week.

Friday, March 15, 2013

Something New

I'm not sure why really, but I felt it was about time for me to get a blog. Whether for my own benefit, or the benefit of others, I hope it comes in handy. Let's start off with a little explanation. Bleaching to Preaching? What's that? You see, I'm a freshman attending Brigham Young University in Provo Utah. Originally from southern California, this was quite the change (mainly referring to the weather). Anywho, if you are LDS you know of the recent missionary age change from 19 to 18 for young men and 21 to 19 for young women. If not LDS, missionary age requirements for the LDS church were lowered. It was then I realized wow, I need to save some money if I want to serve! That is where the bleaching comes in. Late November 2012, I was hired to work facilities staff at the Provo MTC (specifically in 18M). From 6:00-10:00 AM I'm walking the halls, cleaning the stalls, and doing whatever else. Custodian by morning, student by day... dead by night. Really, it's worked out really well and has given me the chance to have a backstage pass of the life of a missionary in the MTC. Looking at those pictures on the wall. THAT is the best part. Seeing the enormous, beaming smiles coming from those investigators and converts next to two Sisters or Elders who share the same smile. Brazil, Peru, South Korea, Massachusetts, Romania. They are all the same. Not characteristically speaking, but spiritually. They are each smiling a smile of true joy and happiness that comes through understanding the gospel and following Christ's example. As you can see, this is where the preaching comes into play. I submitted my missionary papers last week. This means in one week (if all goes accordingly) I will be recieving the letter that tells me where I am to serve for 18 months, when I report, and which language I will be speaking. It hasn't hit me, but it's slowly becoming real. I always said "Ohhhh! Learning a new language would be so awesome!" and as the time approaches I am becoming more and more scared that I might ACTUALLY be speaking another language. Either way, be it English or another language... it will be the language that is right for me. It is currently 11:11 (I would say make a wish, but chances are you won't be reading this at 11:11) and I need to get ready for my classes. Well, until we meet again I guess?